No Chance No Future

I'm tired to wait something never comes, is it me the one who too foolish and stupid or just too naif to face this life? all I want is just a big chance for me a chance that will change my life, is it too difficult or is it too big what I'm asking for? Ya Allah, is it me too meaningless or not worth for You to give a chance?

this time I really doesn't know what is wrong or right? I really don't know. This Is Me, the one who lost the direction and there is no longer future in my life.